♡ the ugly years of being a fool ♡

Looks like I have another month of not knowing where ill end up in the fall given that I’m still dealing with multiple possible options right now.

all this college stuff is giving me a headache. it never ends. why can’t i just be a normal person with no hassles? I can’t wait until the fall starts and I’m at a school safe & sound & under control

And I won’t be able to start anew in college until I transfer, because basically a freaking sixth of my graduating class will be at UCF next year!

New plan: UCF for two years, then transferring to NYU or Columbia. All I have to do is maintain a 3.5 or above college GPA, and I should be fine. 

ugh what to doooooo UCF, UF spring/summer only, or The New School?

SO SCARED ABOUT GETTING MY ADMISSIONS RESCINDED!!!

um, i got 2 Ds on the first semester of my senior year, does that mean that colleges are going to rescind their admissions offers?????????????

I’m excited and happy but that was just a test application. Now I have to start my real ones for UF and FSU, then my real real ones for NYU and The New School and stuff.

I’m gonna major in US Weekly and minor in Hot or Not?

this is fucking stressful i don’t have time for this UGH

this is fucking stressful i don’t have time for this UGH

The Common App comes out SO late, that’s bullshit.

I need time to write and figure out what to do…

I don’t know how I’m gonna deal with this summer.

Not only do I have a job and will possibly start volunteering with the Obama campaign, but I also have to re-take my Algebra II class before transcripts, and work on my college essays, not to mention that I wanna spend time with my friends as well.

Ugh, i can already tell i’m going to be getting very little actual rest this summer.

I’m scared because art school for writing is a viable an probable option for me but you need a portfolio for a lot of them and the problem is that I don’t have one!

i had the weirdest dream that i applied to UF and FSU and they publicly posted the list of the applicants on the school walls for some reason and i didn’t get into either of them and they used complex language and i was legitimately ready to burst out into tears and kms

reallistically

FSU